GO AWAY*

> Wednesday, July 27, 2005
8:55 PM

IMAGINE THIS SCENARIO.
THERE IS THIS GIRL.SHE IS MAKING A PUZZLE AND THEN THERE WAS THIS PART SHE DID NOT KNOW HOW TO MAKE.SHE THOUGHT REALLY HARD FOR MANY DAYS BUT STILL DID NOT MANAGED TO SOLVE THE PUZZLE AND SO SHE CRIED.HER FRIEND SEEING HER LIKE THAT FELT SAD AND SO BEHIND THE GIRL'S BACK, SHE HELPED THE GIRL DO THAT PART OF THE PUZZLE.THE NEXT DAY THE GIRL REALISED THAT SOMEONE HAD HELPED HER WITH THE PUZZLE AND SHE WAS VERY ANGRY AND SAD.WHY WAS THE BLOODY GIRL SAD???COS IT'S HER PUZZLE AND SHE WANTED TO SOLVE IT ON HER BLOODY OWNSELF BUT HER FRIEND HAD HELPED HER TO DO IT.HER FRIEND HAD JUST WANTED TO HELP HER BUT IT WAS HER OWN PUZZLE AND SHE WANTED TO COMPLETE IT ON HER OWN.SHE DIDN'T ASK FOR ANYONE'S HELP.
THERE ARE 3 OPTIONS TO CONSIDER.
1)THROW AWAY THE WHOLE DAMN PUZZLE
2)CONTINUE MAKING THE PUZZLE EVENTHOUGH IN YOUR HEART YOU KNOW THAT YOUR FRIEND HAD DID A PART OF IT
3)GIVE UP AND LEAVE THE PUZZLE THERE FOR SOMEONE ELSE TO COMPLETE

I DUNNO WTH I WROTE UP DERE.ANIWAES IM JUS RELLI CONFUSED RIGHT NOW.ACTUALLI DIDNT WANNA GO BAND 2DAE DE LORR.I DUN WANNA C HER OR RATHER DEM COS I TINK SHE OSO NOE LE.IT'S NOT I ANGRY WIF DEM OR WAD.I JUS CANT FACE DEM.I FEEL GUILTY OF WAD I SAID.ACTUALLI IS NOT I SAY 1 BUT OK I DID SAID IT INDIRECTLY.N NOW DEY R MAKIN AN EXTRA EFFORT 2 MAKE ME FEEL BETA.I DUN WAN ANY SPECIAL TREATMENT.I WAN 2 B TREATED LYK NORMAL KAES.I WISH EVERYTIN COULD BE TAKEN BACK BUT WAD'S SAID IS SAID.FR NOW ONWARDS IM NOT GONNA SAY ANYTIN ANYMORE.

I WISH DA SEC4S DIDNT LEAVE COS BAND IS COLLAPSIN.

just GO AWAY ;

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